a billion little stepped on pieces i call myself.
i think its going to be a long time before im completely okay. ive never felt so stupid. ive never felt so broken in my life. time heals all? maybe.
but overall today was little better. i guess. i laid around like a vegetable and watched americas next top model. i find it harder and harder to get off my bed in the morning. i miss my smile. its escaped my face. i miss my laugh. its ran away from my lungs. im off to bed to dream of happy things, the catch -- i wake up.
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